SOCIAL GRACE

I want to aim to have social grace. I can do it! I want to join an etiquette class. I do feel it's very important to have good manners in society. I will make posts on how my classes are going.

9/18 I am having a pretty chill day at work today. I can't wait to make posts tommorow on my raw food recipe. My boss is going on a smoothie diet and she says she is feeling really good. She is doing this for a whole week. She is cheering me on about my green smoothie diet! I have the most wonderful chill people I work with. It's a breath of fresh air compared to my previous jobs. I want this job to be a perfect footstool of me accomplishing my goals and dreams.

I have a roomate moving in with me that will help me be grounded again in church. I need structure. I really felt peace in the past being able to lean on something. I am not sure if everybody needs religion. It's okay If I do. It doesn't mean I am closed minded to other people. I just have to do what makes me happy. I need to start listening to myself again. There are worse things in the world than going to a building to find god. I do feel peace and enjoy the lessons. It stretches me to continually be better. The most absolute important thing I can ever do is just continually work on my character. I want to be molded into what god wants for me. I just want to let go of anything that is not serving me. Any belief systems that feel like cobwebs I need to clear away.

 I am sepating myself from  a lot of people right now... I feel peaceful to do that.I hope I can reconnect again when I am strong minded again. It's so important to be grounded. I allowed myself to be too open minded and overly inquisitive of what people thought or felt which lead me off my path. I feel it's important to have a open heart but a closed mind sometimes. I feel its not neccassary to adapt every belief system out there. It's okay to just be focused on what is apart of the path that makes one happy.

I just want to be countinually around peace always.

I also feel it's not always good to be open minded. I feel it's better to have an open heart. Being too open mind can be confusing and be dangerous if you allow yourself to be impressionable to every whim. I feel the only guide is peace. Everything around me can be chaotic but peace can still reside. Everything can seem smooth but feel chaotic. Joy comes from within and I feel it comes being close to the lords spirt. Thats the only thing that helps me see things as they truly are. Its good to see the divinity in people but it's good to see how something can become not good.